Homer Simpson Crotch Tattoo

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It was around May of 2008 when we started being friends and we have never seen outside the walls of our gym until 27 July of that year. Complicity of our "meetings" on MSN evening was the exchange of our email contacts for S. could send me a song, "Remedios" Salma Hernandes, soundtrack of the wonderful film "Saturno contro". The day after giving him my address to find the song I wanted between the post and his friend request on Messenger. I leave you to imagine the smile that is imprinted on my face at that moment. Since that night, every night, he and I had an appointment fisso al computer oltre agli incontri in palestra sempre più cercati e desiderati da entrambi.   Ogni volta che lo vedevo o lo sentivo, aggiungevo una piccola tessera al puzzle della sua persona e l’idea che di lui mi stavo facendo era quella di un uomo incredibilmente interessante e piacevole.

S. mi ha raccontato tutta la sua vita, giorno per giorno, a volte con dei dettagli che neanche al più stretto dei famigliari si è soliti raccontare. Mi ha detto di essere sposato, di avere una figlia poco più piccola di me, mi ha detto del suo lavoro di militare,delle tante missioni che ha fatto e della voglia di partire per l’ Afghanistan per poi dire “io c’ero”. He told me of summer evenings spent having fun dancing until dawn, when unbeknownst to everyone and everything is allowed escapades, perhaps reliving the emotions that had not been granted before. I spoke to the parents and perhaps never have seen really peaceful as when he spoke of them and I never saw so worried and disappointed about a year ago when they came to be missing both. It 'been there I met a St. different, worried, pensive, sad, tired from work when he spent his evenings at the bedside of his mother, when I saw him run up and down between hospital and home. Those were the days when I started to feel the fragility of my role in his life, it matters little what and how little I could do. I wanted to be near him at that moment, holding his hand, embrace him and let him cry. But I could not, I was a nobody to do it, that role would have expected I was there with his wife and helpless before the force of those events that followed. I could only love in silence and hope that he could understand how I felt at that moment.

The first time that S. told me to be married, I remember that it did not make me neither hot nor cold, perhaps because I never imagined how he would go the rest of this story. Maybe because I had not realized that for me was to become the first great love.

E’ stato stupendo per me svegliarmi la mattina e ogni giorno trovare un suo messaggio, sapere che per lui stavo diventando importante. Mi ha riempito di attenzioni che nessuno prima mi aveva mai regalato, mi faceva sentire speciale, mi bastavano poche parole per capire che mi desiderava e che quel batticuore e quel magone che avevo in gola alla sua presenza era anche il suo. Adesso che il nostro rapporto non è più come prima rimpiango quei giorni, spesso mi trovo a chiedermi cosa ho sbagliato e se ho sbagliato e farei di tutto per rimettere indietro le lancette e tornare a due anni fa. Sapete qual   è la cosa più brutta? Io quel batticuore e quelle emozioni le provo tutt’oggi quando lo vedo. Se there was a camera to frame my eyes in those moments would notice something different, I feel different when he's there, I know that I am looking around, I like that when you close and makes the fool with his jokes, I like when she sees me with shining eyes and the courage in front of all to make me a pat because he knows that is what I need. When he wants to can make me feel good, pity that very often if you forget to Carrie and he becomes just a hobby, a toy to handle when they please, because if so is the family who cares about a stupid 22 year old ....