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Lontano...ma non dal cuore!

Rieccomi qui. Oggi sono iperfelice, un 30 ad anatomia patologica era quello che mi serviva dopo questi mesi di duro studio. Non è un 30 come gli altri perché l’anatomia patologica è uno di quegli esami che possono non farti graduate in medicine never seen the 2,000 pages of the book and the difficulty of its content. In any case, everything went just fine and I'm happy. I'm still a bit 'dazed and his head he would not do anything for the tiredness, but the desire to write is so much that I did not give.

In the previous post I spoke of my desire to leave, move away to start my life ... well, while I still dream and plan my future, but who is his dream is about to make it happen. I'm talking about S. and his imminent departure for Afghanistan., four months (but could also double!) where it will be nearly 5,000 miles from me. You can imagine how I feel. I live with the fear that that day really comes, when I am forced to hug him one last time and hope to be able to still make his return.

The first time I spoke of this desire was around October 2009, we were in my car on a Sunday afternoon and I was on the moon as always, whenever I holds in his arms. S. had just returned from a holiday in Las Vegas and I exercise a cuddle and the other between the pilfered information about his American experience, to satisfy my curiosity unbridgeable. If there's one thing to my baby experience with men I've learned is that you must learn how to listen. Because when there is no dialogue and a man has no desire to tell to a woman, that is the end of a relationship. I have been able to listen and continue to do so and I never stop to do it with none of the men that I have at my side. That afternoon I listened S. and saw in his eyes and his way of expressing the same desire and the same desire that is just a child when craving a toy that he was not given yet. I saw in him the desire to leave, to bring his expertise in a country full of difficulties, bringing into play his own life. After almost a year e mezzo in cui non ha mai smesso di credere in questo obiettivo, S. a breve avrà il suo giocattolo, sebbene non si possa parlare di giocattolo in questo caso. La mia prima reazione a quelle sue parole fu il panico più totale, panico e paura, paura per una missione, quella in Afghanistan, che continua a fare migliaia di morti tra i nostri soldati. E non è un caso se sono qui a parlarne proprio oggi che l’Italia piange un altro militare,un altro uomo che ha creduto nella sua patria e per essa ha perso la sua stessa vita. Mi arrabbio quando ci ricordiamo dei militari e di quello che fanno solo quando muoiono, siamo così indifferenti a quello che ci succede intorno che non apprezziamo il lavoro di donne e uomini lontani dalla loro terra se non quando We have put their own skin. At first glance the desire to S. was a concern for me, I do not know why but I saw all black and I thought that the S. I was talking about was not the man I had known but a fool who went without a valid reason to risk his life. It's been a while since that day when for the first time we talked and after that talk there were many others in which I realized that my fears were also his, but that his desire was so strong as to overcome fear itself. Each day throughout this time S. has done nothing to earn his departure, and now that day has almost the same fears re-emerged in both, perhaps even stronger than I am today, one that has captured the sense of this mission and the meaning it has for him day after day and never stop to give him strength and courage. Today I believe that this will be for him a great life experience from which to learn and grow and some months will not be easy for me but especially for him, will not be easy month for us that we are used to tell us anything happens to us, however, will overcome this. I have confidence in him and what he does and I believe in the promise he showed me that whatever happens will be his health first. And I will follow and support this choice, as I have always done, because to love means too, share and understand the other's needs, and I will miss her smile a lot, what made me fall in love and already beginning daydream the day that I shall hold on his arrival back to me.

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I'm tired. These are days that I do nothing but study and, unfortunately, until I take off in front of this brick I can not give up. That is why I am devoting the blog shortly.

But these are also days when something has changed, especially in me. The episodes successes, the disappointments of the people I trusted, anger not being able to act like they are doing I want to grow even more. If there is a constant thought in my mind now is to start, make a one-way ticket and get away from it all. I'm not talking about a trip or a vacation momentarily to pull the plug. I'm talking about a radical change in my life. I need it on their own and build a future, as far away as possible from people in my family. I can not live with them, I no longer be observed and called for every little detail.

I need my space, my autonomy in the true sense of the word. Unlike my peers that often make the choice to study away from home, I preferred to stay with my own. And today I feel too "close" within these walls. Mind you, this does not mean they love you, but ... it just means that I have changed and new needs. Today I envy my friends who have made that choice instead, that when their annual holidays after a while 'can not wait to leave. Break away and start over, or perhaps we should say begin, we start this is what I want. I feel tied to a sister who is unable to understand me, who does not agree with my choices and actually seem to do anything to annoy me. But now is not the time to do this step, I can not leave in the middle what I'm building, I have not a degree, much less a paycheck to do what I want. There is still that umbilical cord that keeps me close to them, almost to suffocate. I would break it, because I've always been a free spirit and with every passing day more and more I feel this need to hold me in the chest. That's why I can not wait come on the day of my graduation, because if S. will still help me with him I can make that dream that is now stored in the drawer of which only two of us holds the key. Now lies there, sometimes I am reminded over and there fantastic with S. to what I'd be happy if that happens seriously, if with my skills riuscirò a superare quel concorso e a poter mettere un incipit per la mia nuova vita. Ogni tanto mi angoscio,piango e per fortuna ho lui che mi sostiene, mi dico che il tempo passa,che ho già 23 anni e che non ho combinato nulla finora, che ho sempre e solo studiato e che non ho nessun titolo che mi consenta di fare altro.   Sto correndo, sto facendo in modo che i miei lenti giorni scorrano velocemente, ma in tanto posso solo stringere i denti e sopportare tutto ciò che ormai non riesco più a tollerare. Sto cercando quell’opportunità che mi costringa a dire alla mia famiglia che Carrie inizia la sua vita,di cui lei sia l’unica protagonista e artefice, e ogni giorno prego Dio perché quel sogno esca from that drawer and start to fly.

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BERLUSCONI TE LE FA GIRARE? SOFFIA ANCHE TU PER UN VENTO NUOVO!

Noi GD di Lecco partiremo dalla stazione di Lecco col treno delle 13.09
Ti aspettiamo!

Crediamo che questa grande manifestazione, partita dalle donne, debba coinvolgere
tutti i cittadini, perchè anche gli uomini, e non solo le donne, devono indignarsi di fronte all'immagine che si vuole fare passare di loro. Tutti insieme, donne, uomini e soprattutto
noi nuove generazioni, dobbiamo gridare forte che non accettiamo
un'Italia di festini, scambi di favori, giovani ragazze che passano dal bagaglino al parlamento,
ministri e sottosegretari nominati a seconda di una maggiore o minore fedeltà al sovrano,
Partiti senza leader e leader senza partiti. E' l'ora di una levied great civic
time to say enough to power based on corruption, the clientele,
inconsistency of who should make laws, but the first not to follow them. We
Young Democrats have chosen as a symbol for this day
the windmill, because yes, there Berlusconi has made them turn, but especially for us because
symbolizes a fresh wind that we raise today, each with its little breath.

IF NOT NOW, WHEN??

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«Vivamus, mea Lesbia, atque amemus»

We live, my Lesbia, and love
and every murmur of the old evil
holds for us the most vile coin.
The day may die and then rise again, but when he dies
our short day,
an endless night sleep.
You give me a thousand kisses, and then a hundred,
then give me another thousand, and then one hundred, one thousand
then continues, and then percent. And when
will be thousands and thousands
hide their true number,
not throw the envious evil eye the
for a number of kisses so high

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In Provincia il ricordo dei Martiri delle Foibe


Commission

Guest Professor De Maria Elena Petroni, present in extraordinary President Dario Allevi

Remembering the Martyrs of Foibe landed on the desks of the Provincial Council. In particular, today was a guest of the Committee on Education, Employment and Vocational Training of the President Comitato Provinciale dell’Associazione Nazionale Venezia Giulia e Dalmazia, la Professoressa Maria Elena De Petroni.

“Con l’audizione di oggi – ha spiegato il Presidente della Commissione Istruzione e Consigliere Provinciale del Popolo della Libertà, Rosario Mancino - intendiamo dare voce in una sede istituzionale a chi purtroppo una voce non ce l’ha più, i Martiri di quella immane tragedia che furono le Foibe, provocata dal regime dittatoriale del maresciallo Tito e passata per quasi sessant’anni sotto un silenzio inaccettabile. Martiri che ebbero la sola colpa di essere italiani, così come italiani erano quei 350mila esuli che furono dispersi in varie zone del Paese per effetto di quella tremenda persecuzione”.

"From teacher - said Professor Maria Elena De Petroni - I like being able to contribute to bringing my experience to the boys, myself coming from a family in Trieste. Unfortunately, despite a growing awareness on the issue, this topic is still little known. Textbooks is still too often treated decontextualized and even major initiatives that concern them, such as contests bandits in the last three years by the Lombardy Region, often go unnoticed for a distrust not necessarily in bad faith but rather due to a lack of knowledge of the subject by those who teach in schools. I believe that for boys, the direct encounter with this Part of our history, rather than a textual description level, can leave a signal that, while sad, will be deeply felt. "

for the occasion was attended today's hearing in extraordinary session the President of the Province, Dario Allevi and the President of the Provincial Council Angelo De Biasio.

Also on Thursday, when the Provincial Council, the Provincial Director Rosario Mancino held in the session on Communications, an official commemoration to celebrate the Day of Remembrance.

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Che sia gelosia?

"The jealousy is a feeling 's human being, a form of fear of a return to a pain (pain possibly caused by a previous report in which the trust has ceased to exist).
Yes "triggers" in the subject jealous possessiveness pulse or excess Protection against a person .

... try annoyed to learn that the person has reports and / or contact with other people ....

irritation ... become aware of just relations of friendship between the loved and other people outside the couple. "

These are the Wikipedia definitions of the term "jealousy", which admittedly be very similar to the episode now that I'm about to tell you.

For anyone who has read a bit 'of my blog, fool that I will now tell you of my jealousy because that the situation in which I am in love with a man with a wife and daughter in tow, I should not have nothing to be jealous, especially if they are certain feelings that he experiences. Well, my jealousy has never been used against them, I never cared much that on occasion he was more with them than with me, because it is now with him, but certainly in the future with any other man, never give up my freedom, my space, the time and I want to spend to achieve my professional goals. attend the faculty of Medicine is not a walk, is not comparable to other university courses, especially se si studia pensando che queste nozioni di oggi serviranno domani per salvare vite umane.

Dunque, non ho mai provato gelosia nei loro confronti,forse solo indifferenza,forse perché so di non avere nulla di cui essere gelosa e che, anzi, se mi conoscessero, sarebbero loro ad avere gelosia nei miei confronti per tanti motivi che non sto qui ad elencare. Ho iniziato a capire di essere gelosa non molto tempo fa,quando all’inizio di dicembre dello scorso anno ho scoperto che S. aveva iniziato ad avere un dialogo piuttosto frequente tramite la chat di Facebook con un’amica di suoi amici, che guarda caso fisicamente somigliava molto a me con almeno vent’anni in più. Non vi dico come ho fatto a scoprirlo perché I am sure that if you're reading now is a woman who knows well how to "sgam" boys and the masters men and women know for sure you can expect everything. Well, that day when I realized what was happening was Sunday and I felt that sense of annoyance and irritation that I had never happened to try first. On Sundays, usually, is the most boring day of the week, I stay at home and I take this opportunity to study and S. wakes up early to get his hour of jogging when the city is still asleep, then go home, wash and in most cases stay home, turn on your computer and sends me his message of good morning or exit, turn il telefono e mi arriva comunque un suo segnale. Ed io sono felice già così, perché so che il mio pensiero lo ha accompagnato durante la corsa mattutina,perché ancora un giorno si è svegliato desideroso di me e sono felice perché so quello che sta facendo,perché lo immagino nelle sue azioni e non c’è bisogno di troppe parole per raccontarsi a me.

Quella domenica,invece, nel pomeriggio eravamo nel mezzo di una nostra conversazione sempre tramite chat, quando ad un certo punto scompare ed io resto per un bel po’ ad attendere una risposta che non c’è più stata. Il signorino mi aveva lasciata in “stand-by” I would say because she had appeared, the curly brunette friend of the friends with whom he began to talk doing the part of Playboy, like many men, not just feel the air smells of genotype XX. Do not know her, she had never met her live (and what they've been given just a little 'time after), but had begun to talk about this and that, just as had happened to us three years ago. Among the other was a rumor even reached the point of inviting you to attend our gym, not knowing what he and I combined.

At that point I have not seen anything, call it jealousy but I could not even if that is what it is, I was angry, annoyed more than anything else because she was preferred at that time, the time has always been dedicated to me now I was using to make a slug that had never seen not met. I felt pushed aside, as if my role as friend and confidant, he needed no more. I decided to act because I was too hurt, disappointed and puzzled. I decided to send a private message to the chick in question, saying that St. was already very "gifted" women, who besides being married had a different story and a woman who knew enough to satisfy all points of view and that there was no reason why she stuffs in a vicious circle already saying too much and messed up. Of course, remained in anonymity, the sender of that message, however, she immediately forwarded to S., who did not hesitate to realize that I was me. I do not say the discussion that ensued, the words that have flown and faces that we held on for a while, 'because he said I should not intrude in her life because she was just a friend (who I went to even more because even with the beast in me was just all started with a friendship!) and why I should trust him and accept and respect his friends as he did not judge mine. I knew I had gone too far, I had mounted on a film if it had not been written yet il copione e che avrei dovuto fidarmi di più di lui. Però ho imparato anche che sono gelosa di altre donne,che pretendo e non voglio che abbia lo stesso atteggiamento che ha con me con estranee,che sì lo sappiamo entrambi un giorno la nostra relazione finirà,ma che quella complicità che abbiamo conquistato ci legherà per sempre l’uno all’altro,perché basterà un suo sguardo e due occhi che si incrociano a ricordarci quanto amore ci abbiamo messo finora e continuiamo a metterci.

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Tanti auguri a me!

And today I am 23. One more year, one year passing and a career that is growing. I begin to feel the time passing on my skin, I begin to feel they are no longer a child. For years now I can not remember a happy birthday, the kind where you're happy and carefree aspects that date because everyone will do their best wishes. My birthdays only bring sadness.

My memory goes to some pictures I have here now in my hands ... I see a happy child, smiling, carefree, that little girl that I ceased to be a lot. The house parties, surprises, someone who was preparing a cake, the smiles of friends around me. I stopped celebrating my birthday with friends when I realized that they were happy to celebrate with me there were not any more, because when you grow up you realize the wickedness of people, they do not understand or better yet their indifference. Of course if you looked at my real profile on Facebook and read it on my wall you would find many of those "Wishes" and "Happy Birthday" to think that now is just ranting ... there was one of those friends who occasionally deigns to write a simple "Hello, how are you?" or better yet give me a call!

are no longer a child now, I stopped believing in many things, true friends can be counted on the fingers of one hand and many, many people over the years I have only disappointed. It 's so slowly that I have "cooled" and my life, my feelings, my joys and my tears have become my one and only! I learned to be selfish, to think about what I wanted and I wanted to date and I got to do because every time my goal. I can not do something for others. The few people I trust that by now I have been aware of the good that reserve for them and know what it costs to dedicate a part of my heart. It is from these people that I would never be disappointed. Each giorno subisco qualcosa di duro sulla mia pelle e che sia uno sguardo o una parola cattiva detta da una madre, sto imparando a farmi forza da sola. Sto imparando a fregarmene,a mandare al diavolo tutti e fare sempre di testa mia,che se sto sbagliando sono libera di farlo e cosciente di volerlo fare. Metto uno scudo tra me e gli altri, della mura di cinta che possano proteggermi abbastanza e vorrei che questo bastasse, vorrei non dovermi mostrare fragile agli occhi degli altri quando tutto va storto,vorrei non tornare ad essere una bambina. Certo quella bambina delle foto un po’ la rimpiango,nei suoi occhi c’era quell’allegria che adesso a stento riesce a venire fuori, a momenti.

Crescere,andare avanti credendo nei my dreams, to reach this degree that I'm sweating so much and be loved, wanted and desired good for what they are, with all my faults and helping to open our hearts ... this is the hope that I do on the day of my birthday!