Tuesday, December 7, 2010

New Shoes Hurting Back Of Ankle

Parole e silenzi




words and silences. And 'This is the essence of the relationship between Carrie and S. or maybe this should be the recipe to every story, that this is love, friendship or sex only. When I say words I say "dialogue", it was this that has been associated with from the beginning and that continues to bind us even now after years. We are able to talk about everything in our phone calls discussing various topics, we talk of mine and his work, we talk about politics, current affairs, talk about football because he is a big fan of Foggia, talking about music and each argument is a way to enrich us something more that without each other we would not have to know. S. entered the university in the world through me, through my speeches on my colleagues on problems examinations and concerns that are certainly different from his, but no less important. And I, on the other hand, have been projected into his world, in his difficulties and fears of a 50 years old who is not ashamed to be open to dialogue with me. Of course for those who know me well to read these words may seem a contradiction by definition have never been a girl very outgoing, not those that outlaw their feelings and joys and tears that I prefer to keep them and let me come out only when I'm alone, and even with people I really love me let it go altogether. There is always something I keep to myself and I can not communicate, or perhaps I should say, to share.
Ma con lui è stato tutto diverso fin dall’inizio,non c’è segreto che con lui abbia mai tenuto nascosto,con lui mi sono messa a nudo e ho rivelato cose che nessun’altro tuttora conosce. Perché S. mi infonde fiducia,perché so che quando vuole sa darmi consigli preziosi,sa dirmi quando sto sbagliando e dove, o all’occasione sa rispondermi con dei silenzi. Ecco, se c’è una cosa che non vorrei perdere è il dialogo con lui; parlare è importante, è il modo giusto per comprendersi ed evitare di dire o fare ciò che all’altro non piace. E così parlando ho imparato anche come comportarmi nell’intimità con lui,quali movimenti fare,quali gesti e carezze potessero appagarlo e grazie a lui ho scoperto ciò che il mio corpo voleva, quel corpo così puro e che nessuno aveva mai sfiorato prima ora conosceva sensazioni nuove….
Parole e silenzi. Ebbene si, i silenzi sono un’altra costante della nostra storia. Ormai Carrie conosce bene il carattere di S., quando lei si sfoga,piange o per un motivo o l’altro qualcosa non va come lei vorrebbe, lui rimane in silenzio e aspetta che la mia sfuriata di parole e i miei attacchi di gelosia e insicurezza si smorzino nel silenzio che ci circonda. E devo dire che il silenzio non sempre riesce a placarmi perché quando qualcosa Carrie goes wrong it becomes a river, he sees everything black to the point of thinking it would be better never to have known this man and what he is experiencing is just a mistake. But there are those times when silence is accompanied by gestures of S. and so while I was pouting around me do not look at him, he strokes my hand with one hand on my stomach, I nearly flat and with the other brushes her long curly hair and my lips on my neck rests. Then the silence envelops us and all the fears and negative thoughts will disappear, leaving only us.


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Vodka Gin Causes Impotence

19.08.2008


Hello everyone, here I am again to tell you my life ... unfortunately I can not update the blog frequently because the exams are approaching and for those who will have to dealing with patients one day iperaggiornati and full of questions to be studied, but Carrie does not mind because as I said he does willingly.
So where were we? Oh yeah ... it was the period between late July and August 2008, we were miles apart not for our will, but just to follow their families. We felt ogni giorno,ogni ora era quella buona per scambiarci qualche chiacchiera ed aumentare la voglia di vederci e fomentare la nostra passione. Ricordo che quell’anno feci una crociera insieme ai miei e che,gironzolando per la nave, avevo scoperto il ponte 7: era il ponte su cui si faceva jogging ed essendo comunque lo spazio molto limitato per chi in genere si dedica a questo sport, era quasi sempre deserto. Ogni giorno verso il tramonto andavo là e attendevo la sua chiamata costante e col mare davanti il tempo scorreva finchè le lancette dell’orologio non mi riportavano alla monotonia di quella vacanza. Forse è questo il motivo per cui ancora oggi odio andare in crociera, lì il tempo scorre molto lentamente e noi invece proprio allora avevamo urgenza time passes as quickly as possible. S. said he did not wait to meet again with Carrie, and she wished so much that those kisses and affection that were written message to become reality.
On August 17 and was happy to get off the ship as if it were one of the first day of my vacation. S. Foggia was already waiting for me. Only two days after it started for me the best story, carefree and mess of my life. It was the afternoon of August 19, invent a lie to get out, this time he also invents a lie because the family had returned from vacation to complete, picks me up again with his car and stroll for a city that still feels the wake of a summer almost on its last legs and we could not ask for better than him to avoid the eyes of people who would not have even understood what we were still conscious. That afternoon, Carrie was very "bourgeois" in his clothing, as I call it: beige trousers, white t-shirt with puffy short sleeves, low moccasin, one of many Alviero Martini arm and a touch of tan that will enrich the skin. As soon as I find it later in his Toyota more beautiful than before and hug him .... Moreover all that talk that we had traded in those days we were together even more. We continue to talk a lot, are always the usual talkative I say ... At one point, S. stops the car, telling me not take it anymore, he needs to shake and I at that time are more excited than ever: I approached him, I find myself wrapped in his arms and was so natural that by exchanging that first kiss time now, both wanted. If today I think back to that kiss I can see very hasty, furtive, as if Carrie and S. wanted to take the essence of everything in a moment of pleasure, our lips were as bound by a strange force, and his tongue caressed my potavamo and finally enjoy and taste our first taste with which he learns to know so many other flavors. S. did not know where to put its hands, holding them above my stroked his shirt and only later told me that he was very embarrassed and did not know how far you could push. With that kiss, we began to learn about our intimacy and I must say that our subsequent meetings were certainly more beautiful .
I was taken back home and I was happy and adrenaline as I was not ever in my life, even before getting a few kisses and then three laps of the block where I call my best friend on the phone: "We kissed and it was beautiful."