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Amami

After that the July 27 Foggia Carrie left for about a month was a holiday, but in those days we learned to know better kept away S.

We were looking all the time, the night I stayed in bed for sms chatting until I fell asleep knowing that he was on the other end of the phone still awake thinking about it, and me in the morning to wake up early to send him a good morning before he went to work. S. spent only a few weeks while this was going to Foggia and his wife and daughter were already on vacation. A few days ago I found a diary in which I jotted down some of the messages of those days:

"Listen dear I bluffing, it is not true at all of what I wrote. I leave it all on the day just to talk to you. I am sending you a kiss but real ones. I embrace you "

" You know that at least in thought there is only you. It is not my style to do the shit, in fact I've never done too well and I want to do this to you. I feel very "

" I do not know the happiness I have now read your message. You are very beautiful. Your words always hit and contain all that we feel at this time "

"You know last night I barely slept, I woke up and my thoughts were always for you and what I did yesterday. Unfortunately, we are far away, but with a gesture can express everything. "

" Hello darling (as a start is not bad) cmq with the old! And 'the second night that I do not sleep, are agitated for some reason ... oh well I'm doing the dumb as you say! "

" The truth is that we're both in a study phase, each study the other because of the distance. Maybe if we were to speak to us in person and look was certainly different, could tell us in the face of things we thought. I am noticing your silence, which means sth ... "

" No look, I want to tell you the truth, not going anywhere, how do I get around! I can not! Now my brain and then you get into all those things I said yesterday I shit, it was to see your reaction. ... I like you more and more "

" It is useless to deny me or do the dumb as you say you ... now the feelings are "

" What intense words you're writing is unbelievable! But there is no way they meet? Shit! You're making me die ... "

" Ok ... reset all wake up from a dream did not last long but intensely lived. Remains for me simply unique, beautiful and wonderful. Think. I embrace you "

" Tonight is a night with many stars, but I see you in the brightest, the star last night at the same time it had subsided ... I've done a great surprise that with your thoughts on me, I have no words to express everything I think of you dear sweet and Carrie. I'll never forget. I embrace you "

" Tomorrow at this hour while you sleep I'll be on the road, leaving behind for the moment, the time spent with you even if virtual, however, intense and wonderful, a tortuous journey that I there where I will perform the lead role as a father and then husband, conscious of having to deal with later on your return to fashion a more winding road full of pitfalls. Kiss "

" I'm thinking the thought that you gave me your blog. E 'was really a surprise, but then quelle frasi cosi sincere e di grande significato. Anche stamattina sono andato sul tuo blog, non mi pare vero…”

“Sto quasi per arrivare a destinazione, il piede non spinge sull’acceleratore, non vorrei allontanarmi da te, anche se non eri presente ma su Messenger si. Ieri sera ho letto e riletto quello che mi hai scritto… è tutto meraviglioso… non ho parole credimi! Ti abbraccio. Non mi risp mi faccio vivo io. Bacio”

“Adesso è il mare a dividerci…guardo il mare e so che lì distante ci sei tu… hai preso anche i miei pensieri. Che fai riposi o stai studiando? In questo momento sto ascoltando Amami”

“Ti penso sempre…ti abbraccio”

“Anche se i giorni sono duri da passare,per me sei indimenticabile e sei sempre nei miei pensieri. Ho bisogno di sentirti e vederti…domani pomeriggio vorrei telefonarti, fai di tutto. Ti abbraccio. Bacio”

“Ti mando tanti baci, tanti di quante stelle brillano in cielo. Spero che da te sono visibili…un bacio”

Ecco, questi sono soltanto alcuni dei tanti bellissimi messaggi che S. mandava a Carrie in quei giorni e lei era felice e ansiosa al tempo stesso di rincontrarlo,sapendo già che il loro prossimo incontro sarebbe stato speciale come poi davvero lo fu.

Ricordo che una sera mentre ero a letto per caso ascoltai una canzone di Biagio Antonacci chiamandola impropriamente “Amami” anche se il titolo originale è “Come se fossi un’isola” e la feci ascoltare in diretta ad S. ; gli piacque molto,quella canzone ci rappresentava:il mare, la distanza che stavamo vivendo,il desiderio d’amore e di pelle che avevamo entrambi…tutto era racchiuso in quelle parole. Da quel giorno “Amami” è la nostra canzone e ogni volta che la riascoltiamo nei nostri momenti insieme o anche ancora per telefono come la prima volta, proviamo un piacere immenso. Ascoltatela anche voi, è meravigliosa….

Come se fossi un'isola