Ricordo che stavo studiando Microbiologia nel Luglio 2008 e in una delle tante sere trascorse a chiacchierare con lui su Messenger mentre ero nel letto con mia madre a guardare la tv, S. mi fa: “dai scendi, andiamo a prenderci un caffè”. Quello fu il suo primo invito a uscire e a vederci fuori, facendo in modo che le nostre chiacchiere serali prendessero a different turn and becomes rich in looks, smiles, gestures and expressions through a computer could not share. That night I said no because they are lazy as I never got out of bed, washed, dressed and made up for an exit out of hand, however, promised to S. that as soon as I did the exam we were going to get something together at the bar. The examination was July 22, he obviously did not know the date (for all the exams I did Did not I never said for luck, but lately has developed a "sense of direction" that hints at all first!) Prior to the meeting and I have wanted to wait for the results of that examination. The results came July 27: a fine 27 which immediately decided to tell Carrie S. with a text message, telling him he had a surprise for him and in the afternoon he would finally be seen outside the gym where all began. A little 'as it happens to Carrie from Sex and the City to go out with her friends, I organized a week with my friend P. (The only one that has so far met S. in person). It was very hot that afternoon here in Foggia and wore a full skirt and blue tank top that I have in my closet and wedge sandals that those soaring 156 cm "of meanness" as I say. I was happy that afternoon, euphoric and a bit 'shaken, as I think is normal for a new release with the man we like. S. III & IV came to pick the center (which was then in the other meetings I no longer happened) and just entered his Toyota looked at me carefully as if to say "wow, you are completely different in the gym." Carrie told immediately to St of his examination, which was then the surprise that it had indicated by phone and while agitated not stopped being talkative, he began to learn the smell of S. , A new and pleasant smell, the smell that initially deceiving because the smell from his veiled Hugo Boss, but then you show for what it really is. From that day is imprinted in my nostrils the smell of her skin, that smells of "burnt" as I say, but now that I could recognize among a thousand other smells.
chose me for one of the most famous bar in our town, a espressino for him and a pineapple juice for me and Carrie finally he could meet his eyes, hear him speak and listen to what he had to say, as if already the two knew each other for a lifetime. At that moment I put aside my talking, to remain there to listen to what I knew and S. he needed to tell their stories. Time seemed to fly in his presence. I was tremendously well with him. Il ritorno a casa in macchina è stato anche forse più bello perché mi ha detto di essere dispiaciuto di doverci lasciare e dopo aver parcheggiato in una stradina dietro casa mia,dopo che già mi aveva baciato sulle guance, lo vedo scendere dalla macchina, riavvicinarsi a me, abbracciarmi e baciarmi di nuovo,sempre in modo molto educato e quel contatto per Carrie valse molto più di un bacio appassionato che forse sarebbe stato troppo azzardato e prematuro. S. le fece capire di essere interessato a lei, era “preso” come si suol dire ed io ero a mille. Pochi passi e salgo a casa, sento squillare il telefono, è un suo sms: hai lasciato il profumo in macchina e poi con questa canzone….inventa qualcosa per see more ... I remember it by heart now and I am sure that this message also reminds him. It marked the start of something beautiful, a feeling of pure, so spontaneous and natural that no one could conceive and imagine given the age difference between us. S. 48 years to call into play his feelings, that heart had begun to beat for anyone, Carrie had now occupied his thoughts day and night and to hell with the bigoted rules of the society in which we live: no 20 year old had managed to make her feel like S. made continuously, although very often was not present physically, he was always there for Carrie.
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